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ONE YEARS LATER, I FOUND EVERYTHING IS NOT GOING WELL AS WHAT I HAD EXPECTED WHEN I FIRST COME TO HERE.

CONFUSED, UNBALANCED, UNCERTAIN, NEURASTHENIC, ALL OF THESE UNCOMFORTALBE FELLINGS ARE CONTROLED MY NERVES, I COULD NOT UNDERTAKE IT, SOMEHOW.

IN FACT, I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO FACED THESE PROBLEMS, SO SHOULD I REBEL, OR CONTINUE TO ENDURE.

IT SEEMS THAT WE SHOULD TAKE RESPECT TO THEM, BUT ACTURALLY, IT HAS BEEN ALWAYS UNFAIR EVEN SINCE THE MOMENT WHEN THE RELATIONSHIP WAS ESTABLISHED.

MOST OF STUDENTS AS ME COMPLAIN ABOUT IT, IT JUST LIKE  WAVES IN THE OCEAN, THESE UNSATISFIED MOODS ARE RISING AS THE DAYS  GO.

LITTLE COMMUNICATION BETWEEN STUDENTS AND PROFESSOR, AND TAKED AS LOW-LEVEL LABOR, LITTLE REWARDS. SO, WHAT WE ARE?

FRANKLY, MOST PEOPLE ONLY WOULD LIKE TO FOCUS ON THEIR OWN: WHAT THEY PAY, AND WHAT THY GOT. FEW PERSON WOULD REALLY LIKE TO SAY: YES, IT IS ENOUGH TO ME.

I IMAGE A  TALL AND FRUITABLE TREE, PEOPLE RISE THEIR HEAD AND WATCH ON THESE NUTRIOUS FRUITS. HOWEVER, ONLY SOMEONE WOULD BE SELECTED TO CLIMB UP THE TREE. SO, THE CANDIDATES CLIMB UP THE TREE WITH THE EFFORTS OF THE PUBLIC. BUT, WHAT'S THE RESULTS, OR WHAT THE PUBLIC GOT FROM THE PROCESS.

I FEEL SICK WHEN I THINK ABOUT MY FUTURE. HOW SHALL I DO NOW? I HAD THINK ABOUT MY HONORABLE  ENTERPRISE, YEAS TO BE AN ENDUCATOR, BUT I FAIL TO KEEP UP MY LIFE.

IT SEEMS I HAVE REASON TO COMPLAIN OR REBEL TO CURRENT SITUATION. HOWEVER, WHEN I HAVE A REST, I FEEL SO MANY UNEXPLAINBLE THINGS. SOMETIMES I JUST AVOID TO THINK ABOUT IT; SOMETIMES, I MAKE EFFORTS TO KEEP MYSELF PEACE. AND THE BEST WAY TO DO FOCUS ON MY CURRENT JOBS.

I THINK I WERE STRONG ENOUGH TO SEE THE POSITIVE ASPECTS OF MY LIFE, BUT I SHOULD FIND A BETTER WAY TO DEAL WITH IT.

NEITHER LOSE HEART NOR BE NUMB, MAYBE WHAT I FACED TODAY WILL ALSO BE EXPERIENCED BY OTHERS.

GO AHEAD!